Subliminal Bondage notions at a young age

I was mulling over in my mind the whole 50 shades of grey thing. People have been role playing like that for years. Some have that lifestyle 24/7. Now all of a sudden it's mainstream? Very funny. I should have published some things if that was the case. There is still time fortunately.

I have been writing stuff about bondage since I was 13 and I didn't really know anything truely about it. I definitely remember the whole idea of tying someone to a bed. (Watch the video in the product link very interesting) That's the mildest most adults start out at as far as that level. Adding a blindfold also.

When you talk then about straps, and leather, and paddles, then you step into something middle level. Those that went to college and pledged sororities or fraternities are familiar with paddles.

Dom/sub-"do as i say/what can i do to please you"
Both roles can be rewarding. I love my collar! I wear it as a way to show that I submit to someone. I feel very secure when I wear it. I like when it has a leash hooked to it. I like to be lead around, not too much (my knees aren't too good) but I love a sharp tug!

SMART ADVICE: If you do play in any SEXUAL activity. You should always take note of how your health is and your partner's. Like how the exercise programs suggest that you do stuff in moderation and check with your doctor. Even if you have multiple ones. Safety from all angles.

Give me Liberty or Give me Rope!

I finished an awesome book last night. My kindle fire is really good. This is a BDSM book, it's fiction. I prefer fiction to nonfiction, because nonfiction bores me. Over all, it had me curious at times and aroused at others. It's a free book, by the way!

There were some moments where I would get tingles and some times I'd get wet. This has been a blurified week, because I have a parental life. So if I'm not doing this blog, I'm hustling some other kind of way. But I'm a sexy MILF behind closed doors.

I took some bondage shots for my man and he was aroused and impressed. He said he hadn't really thought of bondage, but I make it look hot! Of course I do. It's funny because as I was on this journey, I was like "but no whips", and "no rope", but I would wear a collar, and He should wear one when I am being the Dominant one.

Now I want rope, I want to be tied to a chair. I want to be tied to the bed. (Well I wanted that anyway!) I want my nipples whipped with a crop. Who the hell am I? I'm a sexual deviant. Just shooting the pictures, my phone camera is awesome, by the way, comes with a timer! Made me wet, made me creamy. And those pictures he got, that had my legs open, I knew he had some serious wood.

Role playing like this you need a partner you trust. You need to trust the person you want to do what you want in a safe manner. All these thing I was exposed to little by little just added up. And by the by self bondage can be dangerous. My pictures, were within reason to where I can get out of the rope or sash. Because.. Duh I was my own photographer!

My encounter with Erotic Asphyxiation

My dates make me so tired. My thighs are tired. I enjoyed the ride a little too much I think. I dressed up in my collar and had a chain belt, that when formed correctly makes a nice choke chain. I must say he was impressed. I looked hot, and sexy. Okay, I can be hot and sexy in anything but I wanted to play a little see how serious he would take the way I wanted to play.

It's one thing to have a conversation about it, quite another to participate. I loved how snug my collar was around my neck. It was very comforting. I have always had an affinity for having things tight around my neck when I wear my longer necklaces. Yeah very comforting indeed.

So at the height of my clit being vibrated, I fixed the belt to where it too would go around my neck and when pulled would close off some of the air. So this chain which had a dog chain leash quality was tightening, I felt the sensation of arousal getting even stronger. I had him pull on the belt as he vibed me. Sexual ephoria, it wasn't outta body but it was so good.

I was lightheaded in a good way. It was from a lot of things in the day really, because before anything went down, I was already kinda light headed. So....I looked this up, its called erotic asphyxiation. And it could be dangerous. So I don't recommend it. I like it but, to each is own. So I find myself really into this BDSM play.

 B is for bondage. I love that. D is for dominate I love barking orders. S is for slave or submissive. I'm submissive. not a slave. Sadist I can issue out pleasurable pain (this is pending for right now) and the Masochism part well...that would be the crop hitting my breast.

Which I did mention to him and said, "Really?" It was on my mind when you get somebody that is down with the way you want to play and is bored with vanilla sex that is hot and ORGASMIC. Not sure how many times I came but I know it was at least two and giving oral sex with the chain was hot as well.